There are days when I am focused, I am driven, and I know exactly what I’m doing. Whether it’s cleaning the house, working on a quilt, or dealing with one of my many work duties, there is nothing that can tear me away from my single-mindedness which keeps me on the path.
Then there are other days when my mind flits around like a small bird looking for a good place to hang out – three seconds at a time. It’s days like this that push me to question my sanity and long for just 10 minutes of being able to focus on a single task. Today is one of these days. *sigh*
I’ve been thinking about the conversation I had with Chris about our budget and saving money. One of the things he said to me was, “I just hate telling you ‘no’ even when I know I should.” That’s incredibly sweet, and no one has ever felt that way about me, but as I told him, I depend on him telling me no when we really don’t have the money for something I want. I may pout, I may be unhappy about it, but in the long run I know he’s doing it for all the right reasons. I told him that he must become better at saying “no” to me. I am going to hate it but there it is … more no, less yes.
Valentine’s day is less than a month away, and while I’m not a big fan of V-day, I do like the crafty things that appear for the holiday. I would like to find a way to purchase maybe just a yard or two of Valentine’s fabric to use for pillow slip covers. I have no real idea where I’d put them (the game room maybe) but I have this idea to make pillow slip covers in a variety of fabrics over time so I can switch them out on a whim. I got the idea from a woman I met in the quilt store over the weekend, who was buying fabric for pillowcases for a bench she has in her hallway. I don’t have a bench in a hallway, but I have two couches, a chair and a loveseat. Surely some of them could use a pillow or two? I already have the pillow forms …
I finished a book yesterday called The Other Daughter. I will admit I was intrigued by it, but was irritated when the author employed poetic license and changed Houston to suit her own needs. For example. Huntsville has moved south about a hundred miles to be at the corner of I-45 and I-10. Anyone who’s from the area knows that the intersection of I-45 and I-10 is right at downtown Houston … which is about 75 miles from Huntsville. Furthermore, I had no idea – having lived here my whole life, I was a bit surprised by this actually – to find that houses are “cut into the hillside”. I am trying to find the hill. I didn’t know they called overpasses “hills” nor did I realize that houses were “cut into” them, because I assure you, the only hills in Houston are those that are man made, i.e., overpasses. In one passage, there was a car chase – “up one hill and down the next.” I really have to find these hills! It really bugs me that an author would be so obtuse as to even suggest such things in their books – do they really think the locals don’t know the landscape of their homeland??
Work is very slow right now. I’m bored. And I may not have a job much longer anyway because this position could be moving to another country. So I’m looking for something else, but I’m not really finding anything that thrills me, nor anything that pays nearly what I’m making now. If I can’t find a job making near what I make now, we’ll have to file for bankruptcy. There are worse things, I suppose …
Someone told me yesterday that because of failed crops, cotton is set to go up 85% in the coming months, which means that fabric and thread will also go up … great.
At what point does the government decide that the cost of living has increased? Because they’re saying it’s remained basically steady over the last couple of years, and yet … it seems like prices on everything are steadily increasing. I’m not sure how anyone trying to support a family on the city’s median income of $40k-ish can survive. We’re struggling at twice that!

















